last updated on 11.29.04
. new character
. new art
wow, i'm beating records here... don't look at me like that >_>;; college is freaking hard. yeah, yeah, i know, i said i'd work on those chapters during the summer but i didn't... i swear i tried but i hit a writer's block and before i knew it, school started again. i'm sorry to say i won't be working on jinx at all for a long time because of school, but i won't stop forever, i promise. i just have to have a lot of free time on my hands is all. i haven't even had the time to add all the new pictures i received since the last update, so here's only a few, i'll add some more later. i'll go back to my homework now... oh and: the guestbook has been attacked by porn sites: you can't leave messages anymore. the guestbook's control center doesn't want me in, either, so i can't fix it right now. i'll try to solve the problem.
Jinx © 1998-2004 Boum
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a taste of jinx : samiko's thoughts
so maybe i'm losing my mind. i wish somebody would tell me exactly what's going on. i mean, what the fuck am i doing completely naked, sitting on the cold tiled floor of the washroom, holding a razor blade tightly in my right hand? a part of my brain forbids me to do anything with that thing, but the other half tells me to go on... come on, slit those wrists open. you know you can do it. it'll make all this pain and shit go away. but i'm so fucking scared, goddammit. i wish there was a better solution, i'm sure there is, but i just can't happen to find it and nobody's telling me what to do. i need mental support, i think. i need someone to guide me and help me do the right things in life. i managed to live without anybody's help up until now, but i feel everything in my mind's crumbling because of the lack of affection i've gone through. among other things.
fucking drainers. they've ruined my life. |
